Why do I feel hungover when I definitely didn't drink anything but water last night??

Left work and unfortunately bumped into my dad on my way to my evening job. He offered me a lift home and I had to think of a reason why I'd want to hang around that particular area after 5pm. A vague story about friends nearby and coffee seemed to do the trick. God, if he only knew I was on my way to lapdance the night away!!

Got into work around 5:30pm and went a bit excitable. My friend Tara had to check my pupils and my nostrils to check I hadn't 'had anything' and I was just being a nutter cos I'd been stuck alone in the office all day. The night got off to a slow start and I ended up talking to my boss who was flirting shamelessly with me and confessed he had a crush on me. He's married with kids. And his wife and kids also work in the club. Not a wise move. From my point of view, he's spending too much time with me, and the other girls are gonna pick up on it and either tell his wife out of spite or use it against me some other way. And I'm not even remotely interested in him otherwise it might be worth the bother.

Tara made a fortune, as usual, whereas I struggled with a few measly dances. I just feel ashamed and embarassed blatantly bartering for more money the way she does. I try to tell myself that I'll never see these guys again and they deserve to be ripped off, but if I can't justify it to myself I'll never be able to convince them! I've just lost interest in the hustle at the moment. I'm sure I'll get my spark back....

Anyway, computers are still down, the only thing that's working is the internet. Hurrah! Although we have a very important meeting on Monday and are unable to prepare any of the reports for them, which is majorly shit.   

But as long as I'm getting paid I don't really care!